Dont let this discourage you though. An initial fantasy being my guy going down on another guy as i (the chick) watches in awe and amazement. Everything depends on mood when i wish some action i call my friends and we go to our incredibly magnificent montains to have quadbikes riding when i desire silence and calm useful for mind i come under the warm blanket and watch my favourite historical movies when it is time to romance in my heart i go to the seaside even if it is ten below outside and i feel the full harmony and natural unity!